J O E L

hi all..

very sad today cos i got back my MT O'level Results.. i got a C5!!! I was expecting a B3 or higher you know? C5 leh.. i tried so hard and got so far, in the end, it doesn't even matter.. lol so emo.. well thinking back i may have not worked as hard and probably did not push myself enough. But right now thinking of retaking my exam feels very stressful. I have actually forgotten how to do my exam already and what more to write chinese besides my own chinese name :( how am i gonna acheive an A at least?? if i really have an A for Chinese i would definitely jump for joy! but that would be a rather far climb.. C5 to A2? is that possible? well, i would have to work crazily hard and i can't neglect my other subjects.. I will be retaking my Chinese exam and i do hope i get an A for it! at least a B3 would be nice on the certificate.

ok i should not let this depressing state affect my eng oral tmr. hopefully today's topic is easy and tmr as easy as today ya? still sad as i dunno how to start revising my chinese haiz.. memorise again? i have forgot what i memorised.. alamak so difficult D; starting to feel the stress already...

"Now class it is normal human reaction to feel depressed ok?" Ms Sakinah consoled us ;) But i heard from Jia Jin that her Phy Prelim would be very difficult.. I shall do my very best then..

"Your flowers have not bloomed yet" said wee soon :) trying to encourage me thanks! I would be work twice as hard for MT now! Take this opportunity man! oh yea..

ok, i gonna eat my bowl noodle chicken flavour and go revise later got zack and cody haha!!! bye bye ;D

dear 4e1 readers, hope u did well for your oral! if u did not do ur best, dun feel sad cos u can always repay back with your eng P1 and P2 k? :)